´´Your birth is a revolution. You chose to be born like this.´´ Tired of the closet lifestyle, arranged marriages, (dis)honor(able) killings happening all around me, in the UK I decided to do something about it. Guys I knew or had dated were marrying someone of the opposite sex, fueling up on drug induced sex orgies, or selling themselves on Grindr to find validation whilst suffocating with shame. The guilt and shame of being gay and South Asian. Yes, for LGBTI people of color, the story is still the same. Stuck in archaic times, families hold on to izaat (honor), societal pressure, and the need to conform. So I turned to spirituality for solace. After a yoga teacher´s course, life coaching certificates, and many grueling silent meditation retreats later I felt like myself again. And that´s when I decided to write Bollywood Gay, a revolutionary, fiery, and necessary bible for those wanting an authentic life. The book has an activist slant, urging people first to sort their own issues before moving onto the bigger task of bringing LGBTI rights in South Asia. It is based on the Law of Attraction principles, with each chapter finishing with an action sheet, intended to dive into the mind, to allow the listener to pierce through blockages, limiting beliefs, feelings, goals, and desires. Do you want the man of your dreams? Do you want to come out to your family? Do you want to live a happier life? All the action sheets will spearhead you on to that effect. The book aims to be positive, motivational, inspirational, and eye opening. I want to remove the years of self-victimization and external blame so you can reclaim your inner power. I want you to realize that you are the change and can do it in an instant with each and every thought, feeling, and word you use. 1. Language: English. Narrator: Manjinder Singh Sidhu. Audio sample: http://samples.audible.de/bk/acx0/079735/bk_acx0_079735_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.
Collecting even more tales of hardcore, gay, beastly gangbangs, Turned Gay by Monsters 8 is the perfect bundle for anyone looking to walk on the wild side. These stories include straight to gay turning, rough sex, gangbangs, double anal, dubious consent, mind control, cream pies, and monster sex. ´´Dragon Gangbang´´ With the kingdoms in disarray, a desperate King Rollan finds himself in possession of a weapon that could completely turn the balance of power: six baby dragons. Unfortunately, the only way of domesticating them is by first taming their gay sexual appetite. London is a handsome blacksmith´s son who is summoned by the king without warning. London soon learns that he alone holds the key that could save the kingdom, after first surviving a brutal, gay dragon gangbang. ´´Living Toy Gangbang´´ Adam is a handsome, young developer at one of the world´s leading toy companies, Toy Link. The company has been having problems with some of their newest toys, and when it comes to light that the new office has been built on the site of an ancient native burial ground, Adam starts to wonder if the two are related. Little does he know, Adam is about to find out the hard way at the center of a gay living toy gangbang! ´´Lizard Man Gangbang´´ Despite being required to wade through the deep Louisiana swamps all day, Pete loves his job. There´s nothing quite like the thrill of discovering a new species, and the most thrilling of all would be to find the Louisiana Lizard Men. Too bad they´re only legends. But when a strange hillbilly shows up at Pete´s research station hawking his very own lizard man attracting cocktail, the creatures quickly become more than just folk tales. Soon Pete finds himself fighting for survival in a gay lizard man gangbang. 1. Language: English. Narrator: Hank Wilder. Audio sample: http://samples.audible.de/bk/acx0/066673/bk_acx0_066673_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.
Brains, muscle, tenderness, kink. Like the perfect lover, Best Gay Romance 2012 captures the raw energy of man-on man desire like no other. Once again, award-winning editor Richard Labonté has gathered hot, heart-pounding, tent-raising, gorgeous stories of no-holds-barred sex between men that will grab your senses, and send you into the sweaty backrooms of your erotic imagination. As varied as the unique and irreproducible experiences of falling in lust, the sensually rich Best Gay Romance 2012 celebrates the intensity and passion of gay love in all its glory. 1. Language: English. Narrator: Drake Stone. Audio sample: http://samples.audible.de/bk/acx0/003949/bk_acx0_003949_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.
Star football player Jack Miller had it all. The perfect family, looks, girls hanging on his every word, and the respect of most people in his town. But one thing was missing - a man to be his own. When Andrew Collins showed up in small-town, conservative Sweet, Georgia, he looked more scrawny mutt than high school senior. Andrew´s plan was to keep his head down and graduate high school, leaving his family behind to start his real life. When he meets Andrew, Jack thinks he´s found heaven, but reality holds him in check until one night when his lips gently slide across Andrew´s and fireworks go off. As lust and something a little deeper brings them together, compelling them to take chances, people start to notice. Then the unthinkable happens, and Jack´s parents find out he likes guys. The battle lines are drawn and they vow to pray the gay away. 1. Language: English. Narrator: Jason Frazier. Audio sample: http://samples.audible.de/bk/acx0/018790/bk_acx0_018790_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.
Featuring erotic stories by Pulitzer Prize winner Robert Olen Butler, Lars Eighner, David Shields, Cecilia Tan, and Steven Saylor. This fourth volume of the best-selling series brings together the most outstanding literary erotic writing of the year, including cutting-edge forays into sexual and virtual reality. Included in this collection: ´´The Letters´´ by Eric Albert ´´The Perfect Fit´´ by Katya Andreevna ´´The Trade´´ by Lars Eighner ´´Girls Who Wear Glasses´´ by David Sheilds ´´Pearl Diver´´ by Cecilia Tan ´´A Fish Story´´ by Bob Zordani ´´The Hit´´ by Aaron Travis ´´Light´´ by Bonny Finberg ´´there´s more to state troopers than meets the eye´´ by Estabrook ´´The Portable Girlfriend´´ by Doug Tierney ´´Progressive Lightning´´ by Joel Dailey Excerpt from Jack the Modernist by Robert Gluck ´´Meow?´´ by Shar Rednour ´´Hollywood Squared´´ by Brandon Judell ´´Choke Hold´´ by Lucy Taylor ´´Temporary Insanity´´ by Thomas S. Roche ´´Dessert for the Gourmet´´ by William Borden ´´Morning Love´´ by Linda Smukler ´´His Little Plan Backfired´´ by Amelia Copeland ´´Jealous Husband Returns in Form of Parrot´´ by Robert Olen Butler Previously published as Best American Erotica 1996. 1. Language: English. Narrator: Richard Brewer, Gabrielle de Cuir, Pamella D´Pella. Audio sample: http://samples.audible.de/bk/adbl/000056/bk_adbl_000056_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.
It´s the hot topic of the moment. Christians, the church, and the Bible seem to be out of step with modern attitudes towards homosexuality. And there is growing hostility towards those who hold a different view. So is God homophobic? And what do we say, and how do we relate to to both Christians and non-Christians who experience same-sex attraction. In this short, simple book, Sam Allberry wants to help confused Christians understand what God has said about these questions in the scriptures, and offers a positive and liberating way forward through the debate. 1. Language: English. Narrator: Sam Allberry. Audio sample: http://samples.audible.de/bk/hove/001099/bk_hove_001099_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.
A World War II sailor works in a New York City brothel - for his country. After being arrested in a gay brothel in New York during a raid, Seaman Second Class Hank Fayette doesn´t understand why his homosexual activities are grounds for imprisonment. The brothel is rumored to be a hangout for Nazi spies and the Navy forces Hank to go undercover as a prostitute. They hope to use clandestine sexuality to retrieve clandestine intelligence. However, after Hank becomes friendly with a black teenager named Juke, nothing seems to go as planned. Hold Tight is a World War II thriller set in the Big Band era, a world where sexuality and race can be equally dangerous. 1. Language: English. Narrator: Robert Black. Audio sample: http://samples.audible.de/bk/adbl/014823/bk_adbl_014823_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.
Barry doesn´t believe in the paranormal, so when he arrives at his family´s spooky manor in the moors of Scotland, he´s more worried about getting some writing done than getting eaten by monsters. After discovering a series of disturbing paintings in the basement, however, Barry begins to think that the rumors of demonic, gay hellhounds stalking the moor might hold a shred of truth. Soon, Barry discovers that the beasts are real when he ends up at the center of a gay hellhound gangbang. This is a 4,000 word hardcore gay gangbang story featuring anal, double anal, straight to gay turning, monster sex, dubious consent, rough sex, bukkake, cream pies and gay hellhounds. 1. Language: English. Narrator: Hank Wilder. Audio sample: http://samples.audible.de/bk/acx0/069111/bk_acx0_069111_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.
With the kingdoms in disarray, a desperate King Rollan finds himself in possession of a weapon that could completely turn the balance of power; six baby dragons. Unfortunately, the only way of domesticating them is by first taming their gay sexual appetite. London is a handsome blacksmith´s son who is summoned by the king without warning. London soon learns that he alone holds the key that could save the kingdom, after first surviving a brutal, gay dragon gangbang. This is a 4,200 word hardcore gay gangbang story featuring anal, double anal, straight to gay turning, monster sex, rough sex, bukkake, and gay dragons. 1. Language: English. Narrator: Hank Wilder. Audio sample: http://samples.audible.de/bk/acx0/066672/bk_acx0_066672_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.
Who hasn´t experienced a pang of lust or longing at a photo of a male model? Whether a hundred times life size on a billboard or romping through the pages of a glossy magazine in his Calvins, Tommys, or Ralphs, the male model is the gold standard for masculine beauty. The characters in these stories run the gamut, from the billboard-gracing Aiden in Cynthia Hamilton´s ´´Big Picture´´, to life models in drawing classes, to runway models, to ordinary guys immortalized in a catalog shoot in T. Hitman´s ´´When Gary Met Larry´´. They hook up with artists, photographers, roommates, and lovers, in locations from New York to Miami to a beach in Australia, and many places in between. One thing all the male models here have in common is sex appeal and a yen for man-on-man action. These aren´t the kind of guys who say, ´´look but don´t touch´´ - they want to be touched, and in all the right places! The authors here, some of the best writing in gay erotica today, have taken hold of the idea of the male model and run with it. Here´s hoping you enjoy reading these as much as Neil Plakcy enjoyed working with the authors and assembling this collection. Teen twinks, fresh-faced 20-somethings, and the ravishing runway rogues in Model Men make for a tribute to the glory of gorgeous gay men. These erotic stories explore the undeniable attraction to classic good looks, charisma, and glamour. Neil Plakcy has gathered sensational stories of sizzling porn bodies, sexy boys next door, tantalizing tricks, and sublime Mr. Right Nows. Intertwining favorite fantasies and gay lust, this collection is guaranteed to sing a siren song to those embodiments of perfection who walk among us. More then just pretty faces and heavenly bodies, the men in this volume give as good as they get. 1. Language: English. Narrator: Luke Avery. Audio sample: http://samples.audible.de/bk/acx0/004674/bk_acx0_004674_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.